March 2016

And today, 29th March 2016

Lama tak hapdet, ingat nak hapdet pasal my 2 trips tu but nantila waktu cuti midsem aku update. Fuck all those shits that happened recently. I hate being here with them. They totally not the type of friends I want. Not all of them, certain people with their ugly attitudes towards their friends. I do miss my old friends. *Its been a long day without you my friends. Hmm. Haritu aku nampak che update dia kata taktau la kenapa dia tetiba rasa perlukan kawan-kawan beside her. Aku pun rasa yang sama masetu, waktu yang sama. Then, sya dengan az pun tetiba ws aku cakap pasal tu. Hmm. Tetiba hati ni rindu dekat diorang yang tak pernah condemn apa aku buat, komen sikap aku either good or bad.  Everyday, I long the same memories. I really hope I could be there once again guyss. I want to hear their voices "punkoq kuasa infinity" from you gais. Caruts and cursing etc. fak, shit, bitch, biatch. I do miss all those words. Eventho masetu tak matang namateyyy. Hmm, wherever you guys on this earth, aku harap korang okay okay je, anggaplah kita sama-sama kuat nak tempuh masa depan without each other. Entah apalah aku harap dekat Tuhan sampai setiap kali aku sedih, aku ingat diorang. Ingat setiap pagi gi kelas dengan jimah, zulfa dan senah. Sarapan kat kafe, pastu baru pergi tutor or lecture or lab. Pastu dalam lecture duduk paling belakang sebab nak makan macam ada kenduri. Kena marah sama-sama, tak pandai sama-sama tapi bila pandai pun sama-sama. Takdelah condemn sape-sape kalau ade antara kiteorang yang kurang sikit. Kalau kerja meniru tutor tu selalu la sangat, tapi budak-budak baik dalam kelas macam munirah dengan akma, tak pernah marah kiteorang. Lepas balik kuliah, lepak cafe. Malam tengok movie sampai kena halau dengan guard. Aku bersyukur sebab jumpa korang dulu. Setahun Allah pinjamkan korang dekat aku. Sekarang bila aku mula hari baru *bangun tido, aku tak jumpa korang lagi depan mata. Hanya dapat tengok korang update kat ws,ig,twitter, fb je. Hmm. Truth be told, takde lagi manusia kat sini yang dapat tandingi korang bertakhta kat hati ni. Acewah. Susah senang masih bersama sepanjang setahun even ade ja dalam kalangan kiteorang yang mula-mula tak suka, tapi last last okay je. Teringin sangat nak patah balik masa and keep rewind the same memories. Aku takkan pernah bosan untuk throwback selalu. Aku terlalu sayang korang, tak kisahlah kalau antara korang dah tak ingat kat aku ke apa. Terima kasih untuk everything. 

P/s :

I promise that one day I'll be around
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep you sound

Right now it's pretty crazy
And I don't know how to stop or slow it down

Hey
I know there are some things we need to talk about

And I can't stay
Just let me hold you for a little longer now

Take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone [2x]

You'll never be alone
When you miss me close your eyes
I may be far but never gone

When you fall asleep tonight just remember that we lay under the same stars

And hey
I know there are some things we need to talk about

And I can't stay
Just let me hold you for a little longer now

And take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone [6x]

And take a piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
Never be alone.
You'll never be alone