Tadi aku jejalan tetibe terlanggar dinding. Motif ? Tade idea nak tulis ape sebenanya. Sebenanya aku rindu sangat masa lalu aku. Kalau la ade mesin masa macam dalam cite kartun tu kan best. Kalau dibagi chances aku nak sangat balik zaman-zaman agogo aku dulu. Alahai bestnya. Indahnya masa tu. Tapi sekarang semua dah berubah. Betulla agaknya, perubahan mengikut peredaran masa kan? Same goes to me.
1) Friends (She suddenly shut me out of her life)
Okay
so,I had this friend,I considered her my best friend.We were really
close.We told each other everything.But recently she’s been treating me
strange.Then we stopped speaking. - See more at:
http://www.thefriendshipblog.com/my-friend-suddenly-shut-me-out-her-life/#sthash.6qwSPwbk.dpuf
Okay, so I had this friend I considered her as my good friend. Kiteorang agak rapat la jugak. We shared our stories but recently, she's been treating me strange. Then, we stopped shared our stories. For the first time, I didn't mind because I loved her. By then, I started to do something that can make her remember me and just want to get some sort of attention from her and I'm pretty much hated myself for doing those things. Yet, i am failed because her responsed was soooooo disappointing me or "hambar". I was really sad at that time. I cried. I think she already has other awesome friends at maktab. Then, dia jadi lagi pandai. Busy sana sini. Untunglaa aktif. Aku kau lupakan je. Okay. I know who I am to say, to rant about this but I can't stand it anymore. Yesterday, I saw you at mall, I didn't try to approach you. Im afraid you just ignore me after that. I wanna just forget you and move on my life with my new friends. I'm sorry. I think I didn't need you anymore.
2) Him
I lost my time without you. Every time aku dengar PK HEM announce balik minggu tu, aku mesti rasa tak sesabar aku rasa aku la wirawati sekolah sebab gembiranya aku nak balik macam aku sorang je yang dapat balik bulan tu. okey tu bohong. Sebenarya aku just rasa bersyukur gile dapat balik rumah. Balik je, aku mesti akan cepat-II ONLINE dan STALK dia habis-habisan. Itu rutin aku kalau dapat keluar daripada jail err I mean hostel. Aku akan tanya dia sihat tak. Kalau dia tak reply rasa macam nak humban je dia masuk dalam kandang kambing belakang rumah. Sometimes, I didn't do anything just saw his new updates already make me feel relief. As simple as that. Tapi bila balik hostel balik, mesti aku dalam keadaan sedih gile sebab baca dia punya updates. Sometimes, ade jugak kawan aku cakap kat aku, kau ni dok suka dia, dia suka kau lagi ke. Jwapan aku senang je, biala kalau dia tak suka aku pun. sebab aku rasa dia ni memang betul-II aku suka. Then, my friend asked again, why you're so loyal to him here although you don't know is he loyal tu u or not there. Ramai lagi orang yang suka dekat kau. Kau je yg tanak Kau sanggup buat donno je kat diorang. My answer remain same + I accept the differences + I'm happy like this + aku bukan reject diorang kan? diorang yg tak sungguh suka aku. Yesterday, after back from hostel, aku terus berpusu-pusu pergi mall semata-mata nak carik birthday present dia. Hmm murah je. tapi okey kot. UNEXPECTED PRESENT FROM ME TO HIM. When I arrived home, we made the conversation. He told me he already know I like him but he said I'm too late. He already has someone. And he asked me why he know about this now, not before? Walaupun pahit untuk aku terima. At least aku tau yg dia pena suka aku jugak. Alhamdullilah. Lepas tu dia tanya how? dia dah rasa serba salah. So i begged him not to forget me and always keep in touch. Let's stay as friend It's much better. I'm trying avoid a broken-hearted. Once i get my perfect man, i will forget him. Only my future husband can change my perception. How inspiring he is. I believe what Allah plans for me.
note : To him, i always pray for your happiness. You happy? Me too. :) But truly deeply inside in my heart i want the past him because at that time we created many sweet memories together.
2) Him
I lost my time without you. Every time aku dengar PK HEM announce balik minggu tu, aku mesti rasa tak sesabar aku rasa aku la wirawati sekolah sebab gembiranya aku nak balik macam aku sorang je yang dapat balik bulan tu. okey tu bohong. Sebenarya aku just rasa bersyukur gile dapat balik rumah. Balik je, aku mesti akan cepat-II ONLINE dan STALK dia habis-habisan. Itu rutin aku kalau dapat keluar daripada jail err I mean hostel. Aku akan tanya dia sihat tak. Kalau dia tak reply rasa macam nak humban je dia masuk dalam kandang kambing belakang rumah. Sometimes, I didn't do anything just saw his new updates already make me feel relief. As simple as that. Tapi bila balik hostel balik, mesti aku dalam keadaan sedih gile sebab baca dia punya updates. Sometimes, ade jugak kawan aku cakap kat aku, kau ni dok suka dia, dia suka kau lagi ke. Jwapan aku senang je, biala kalau dia tak suka aku pun. sebab aku rasa dia ni memang betul-II aku suka. Then, my friend asked again, why you're so loyal to him here although you don't know is he loyal tu u or not there. Ramai lagi orang yang suka dekat kau. Kau je yg tanak Kau sanggup buat donno je kat diorang. My answer remain same + I accept the differences + I'm happy like this + aku bukan reject diorang kan? diorang yg tak sungguh suka aku. Yesterday, after back from hostel, aku terus berpusu-pusu pergi mall semata-mata nak carik birthday present dia. Hmm murah je. tapi okey kot. UNEXPECTED PRESENT FROM ME TO HIM. When I arrived home, we made the conversation. He told me he already know I like him but he said I'm too late. He already has someone. And he asked me why he know about this now, not before? Walaupun pahit untuk aku terima. At least aku tau yg dia pena suka aku jugak. Alhamdullilah. Lepas tu dia tanya how? dia dah rasa serba salah. So i begged him not to forget me and always keep in touch. Let's stay as friend It's much better. I'm trying avoid a broken-hearted. Once i get my perfect man, i will forget him. Only my future husband can change my perception. How inspiring he is. I believe what Allah plans for me.
note : To him, i always pray for your happiness. You happy? Me too. :) But truly deeply inside in my heart i want the past him because at that time we created many sweet memories together.
Oskay
so,I had this friend,I considered her my best friend.We were really
close.We told each other everything.But recently she’s been treating me
strange.Then we stopped speaking. - See more at:
http://www.thefriendshipblog.com/my-friend-suddenly-shut-me-out-her-life/#sthash.6qwSPwbk.dpuf
Okay
so,I had this friend,I considered her my best friend.We were really
close.We told each other everything.But recently she’s been treating me
strange.Then we stopped speaking. - See more at:
http://www.thefriendshipblog.com/my-friend-suddenly-shut-me-out-her-life/#sthash.6qwSPwbk.dpuf
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