Friday, 4 July 2014

I Want It That Way

Assalamualaikum. Salam Ramadhan uolls.
I never care whether the answer is not or yes or just maybe. But you really hurt me for the 3467745677912345675979 times. I never thought this Ramadan I will know you as someone that I used to know. WHY DON'T YOU JUST APPRECIATED SOMEONE THAT REALLY LIKE YOU? I know you can list as much as you want the reason why you don't  want to appreciate someone that really accept you for who you are. But I know the primary reason why. Because I'm not pretty at all compared to other girls that chased you outside there. It's a legit reason and no one can deny it. You preferred to choose them rather than me because they are pretty, perfect, fabulous, gorgeous and awesome. I know, i'm not that type of typical girl. Sometimes I just thought why must I know you, the end will be like this, painful inside. I never think about this before. Why? Why? Allah it's so hurt. I never asked for this to happen to me. If I know this will be happened I never want to know him at all. Seriously. This is one of the toughest test of qadr. Oh Allah ease my pain and help me content with Your Qard. I have to believe the destiny that has been written for me. So just go on finding the perfect one, i hope u can meet her. The beautiful, thin, pretty, gorgeous and fabulous girl. I know you have numbers of admire to choose that's why you put on the out of list because of im not pretty as other girl. IT'S OKAY. I'M FINE WITH THAT KIND OF DISCRIMINATION.

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