SPM :)

Assalamualaikum. Hye.

Photo and edited by me

Aku rasa leisure time aku sekarang dah melimpah-limpah. Yela mintak keje part time tak dapat2. InsyaAllah dapat nanti. Lepak typing kat blog la apelagi. Pejam celik pejam celik dah SPM. Dah habis sekolah.

SPM dah habes. Yeahhh. Tahniah kanak-kanak. Dan apa yang ditunggu-tunggu oleh semua kanak-kanak. Iaitu berakhir zaman persekolahan. Sebenarnya sedih. Tak mampu aku nak ubah apa-apa. Masih teringat hari-hari terakhir sebelum tamat zaman persekolahan. Aku ingat lagi masa pertama kali masuk Darjah 1. Kan ku curi hatimu dari darjah satu darjah 1.Kalau cakap pasal sekolah, semuanya bermula dengan sahabat. Payah nak diungkapkan dengan hanya sebiji laptop depan mata.

Hari berlalu dengan pantas banyak masa dihabiskan dengan rakan-rakan. Masa hari-hari terakhir tu, aku sangat happy. Dan sepanjang hari-hari terakhir tu, tidak kedengaran countdown daripada teqa ketod *deskmate. Eh kau pikir class je ade mate. desk pun maju okey. teqa la selalu countdown. Contoh la.  Cuti Hari Raya, puasa pertama dah countdown. Ayat dia mesti cenggini." Maigod, teah. Lagi 30 hari nak balik. " Kadang si teqa ni penah la rasa benjol kat kepala sebab kena baling buku dengan classmates lain. Hmmm.

Bila cakap pasal SPM. Apebenda la siak. *siak tu harus diletakkan di belakang ayat. Semua muka tak boleh nak seposen lagi. Toya gile. Dah dekat Trial baru nampak kesungguhan kat situ. Masa form 4 lagila. Honeymoon. Kate budak kelas Razi. *kelas aku la tuh. Kalau ada duit masa tu. Dah Pergi honeymoon kat Paris. Tade masa nak honeymoon kat skola ni. Paling best gila. Tiap kali cuti sekolah. Cikgu bekalkan homework banyak gila. *gila itu harus dibelakang ayat. Aku bawak jugak la homework, fikir nak siapkan. Jumpa kawan skola lama, banyak gila homework kau. Aku selamba jawab, memang. Kawan : Kau bole siap ke semua tu. Aku : Aku rasa kiteorang tak pernah siap homework.

Kalau time belajar pulak, tak sah kalau tak sumbat telinga dengan earphone. Acahacah tak ngantuk dalam kelas. Taktik yang berkesan sebenarnya. Hehe. Try la. Huhuhu. Waktu prep hanya dibiarkan berlalu siasia. Diisi dengan tidur. Dan gossip. Hanani : Weyh kau nak tau something tak... Kiteorg dah dapat agak dah.  sebab malam tak cukup tidur mungkin atau kelas dari pagi sampai petang yang memenatkan. Bila time exam mid year ke final year ke. Mesti aku akan terfikir. Kalau aku jadi budak darjah 6 agak-agak, aku bole jadi pelajar terbaik UPSR tak. Haihhh. Teruknya aku ni. 

Hari-hari terakahirlah, aku banyak makan maggi. Entahlah macam mengidam pun ada. Huahuahua. Rindu giler weyh. Study boleh la giler-gile. Cari spot soalan. Kan. Okey la percaya kat spot soalan.Satgi masa dapat paper terus tengok karangan.  Mana essay love. Mana semuanya yang di spot. Sejak tu, tak percaya pada spot. Kiteorg percaya pada takdir je. Alhamdullilah. Tiba-tiba, dengar berita add math dgn math mode dah bocor soalan. Ehh, bukan add math dgn math mode same je soalannya. Ulang-ulang. Kalau nak cakap paper sejarah ke elektif tu ke yg bocor tape jugak. Pelik-pelik je. Hmm apalah nasib kiteorg masa trial lagi la kena repeat paper. Lagi la. Yang tak boleh bla lepas jawab paper sejarah, cikgu cakap sejam lepas tu ade paper BI. Kau ternganga mulut masing-masing, aku rasa ade je yang dah tertelan serangga, sebab terkejut. Mungkin rasa tak puas hati tu ada, hambek kau, karangan semua orang penuh emosi. Dapat paper markah semua low gile. Buat aku menangis. Pastu marah-marah sebab buat karangan emotional. Perlu ke? Dah la tak bersedia. 

Semua tu dah berlalu,  SPM pun dah habis. Jatuh tergolek kena lenyek semua dah rasa. Nak cakap apa pun tak boleh dah. So sekarang hanya berdoa dan bertawakkal. Jela. Ya Allah berikan kejayaan kepada kami di dunia dan di akhirat. 

Note : kau orang rasa siapa yang paling sedih bila kita habis sekolah. Kawan-kawan (tak). Makcik kantin (rasanya sikit). Cikgu Zul (Absolutely). 

Countdown My Final Year At School

Here comes my last year at school. Soon the innocent face of me will turn to harsh adolescence. I feel good at my final year at school but at the same time its my nightmare too. I never thought this year will go by so fast. As much as I hated of some of the things I went through in school, Im glad they happened because without them I wouldn't me who I am right now.

The ending of this will bring end to a lot of things. This day and all the fun I had will never come back. Soon it will be called memories. Thought Form 5 Ar Razi is still the top in my best classes list. All the crazy classmates, all the stupid fights for the stupid reasons, making fun of each other and buttering teachers. I will miss them a lot after finish my school. All of them cherish my school life. I still remember for the past 10 months, I had my beloved beautiful friends planned a surprise for me in January to celebrate my birthday. I was beyond touch and I am happy to have these few people in my life. Thank you 

I feel so sad yesterday. Our last dinner before SPM. This simple dinner yet it become so meaningful to me. I know after this we cant be together like that again. Maybe all of us will in a different track.  Im speechless that time because I kept thinking about it. These memories were playing like a film without a sound in my mind. Slowly and quietly but never stop. I was throwing back when my first step to this school. When I first got here, I was shy. When I made friends, what they did I did. Once I started to love them, I think I got fun of more than I ever had. The strength that I've gained from all of the troubes I went through have made me who I am today and I am glad that I had those experiences. Biology, Add Math, Physics, Chemistry are hard and difficult. "Stressful" is one word can describe them but If Im not going through them, I probably cant have all sweet memories together with my friends. 

Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday Athiya Alifah Nuraftini.

Assalamualaikum and greetings.

I used to sit back, relax and enjoy the music and sweet voice of Kim Hyun Joong harmonising together to form this wonderful song. Yeah, my mom reminds me about my partner birthday. Yeah its today. But unfortunately, we are far apart. Think about her reminds me about a part of me that have been missing for years. I am not really sure if I could, but I wish someday and somehow, I will fly myself there that I called My Second Home.

Throwing back 2011, that time I was fifteen. I flew there as part of my club activities It was a total eye-opener for me, as I never imagine myself travelling that far to learn the lesson of life. When I'm growing up in a small town which is located at the Southern of Semenanjung Malaysia, I have never been to travel all over Malaysia, not even once! Improving my English also is the last thing I can think.

Anyway, 10 days with Athiya in 2011, I gained many new experiences. I also learned to be independent at overseas.  Here we go. All of this are literally differences during my family and I visited again as a holiday trip in 2013. There are no more friends, school. I didnt meet them anyway. Everything is changed. I've picked out so many things invaluable to be replaced. Somehow, I love to share a little bits of my experiences.

 
Kenta Nakashima Sensei. He already back to his real "home" at Japan.


9A always in my heart.


this school is located near the airport. this was taken during recess time. A little bit noisy when the flight pass the school.


Andhika.


Angkutan acts as transportation for the students to go to school. Sometimes, there was the beggars in the Angkutan. I felt scared at that time.


Kinan is a cute boy that time but now he is becoming a handsome boy. Good job in growing mature, Kinan. I miss you.

He is the first student who greeted me. He is so mean to me. He taught me many things. He taught me to eat Mee Indonesia or Maggi goreng during recess. I feel glad know him. Uhibbuka jidda.



You see, when people travel overseas, they would talk about the beautiful places and attractions. But, for me, I think foods fill up my senses more than the places that I visited did.  This is because my foster family like to always introduce me about foods there. Food that I really like is nasi ayam penyet with its pecel lele. Even though Singapore is merely a stone's throw away from Johor, but visiting Singapore is not as awesome as my journey to Bandung in 2011. My english is bad and I know.